My Kawaii Bloggie

It had awhile since i write my blog.Finally,i start writing my blog.It seen like i cannot answer to my question.
I had been stress in work,study and love.I thought work and study is enough.Now,Love had made me even stress until my night guard going to spoil.I ask myself who i really like.Am i going to give up the person that i like alot and like someone else that like me more and cherish me more.Or should i give up the person that like me.I scared the person that like me will become like deming.I do not want the same thing to happen again.It since like deming hurt me,but i also got hurt him.It make me really very stress.

Written @ Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Today is 1st of july.It has been two month since i last write the blog.Life has not been easy for me.I am so busy until i have the life.But still got people think i am very free, just because i wanted to meet them.I really very tired.

Written @ Monday, July 01, 2013

It had been awhile since i post.I post this post for a reason.Telling the person u like,really need a lot courage,especially for girl.For girl,that had been through a bad experience of telling the guy the truth.But in the end,she was hurt by the guy and her close friend.It is hurting.I wish i will tell him one day the truth.My friend was guessing but he cannot guess correctly.It so easy to guess.I confuse now.I really want know what is the ans when my friend tell his friend that i use to like him.It is stress and tired to run alone for this few year,sometime i will cry alone cause i just do not why am i so unluckily.People think that i am someone who work like crazy,who do not want to enjoy.Who will still want to work,when her leg alway injured,and people ask her why she don wear high heel or saiding she faking.Seeing the person that u like is also stress and u cannot help,it is really sad.

Written @ Wednesday, May 01, 2013

It have been some time since I post a blog.I change from writing blog to diary so that not everyone is as to read.Life has not been good for me.I like to work at Ikea as it is fun and meaningful for me as I get to learn new thing.Almost ever month that is new product that for different department.However,the thing happen make really don neo what to do.some people think that I am joking but it is true.It hurt me alot.Trust,this word had become a question mark for me.I think of doing silly thing to make me happy but I think of how my friend support me on my side.I really cannot do.I chose to keep slient does not mean anything.After this thing happen,I found my true friend.I understand that not all friend is true to you,even if one day u tell them,u tell them,u going to die,I do not think they will care.I will stop here.

Written @ Thursday, February 28, 2013

I'm so tired today.I slept late yesterday to chat with humairah and christopher to clear out.At least i feel much better.I should really thank kenneth and Rebekka for company when i very sad.They also accompany me to go watch ah boy to man.It is really a funny and nice movie.I do not why i suddenly feel so lost.I feel that the person that i like,have change.He no longer the good guy that i know,he smokes.I really cannot understand why,he said is cause of social.He can said no to his friend but he did not.He know that i do not like people who smoke and the reason behind it.I found that the distance between him is getting further.

Written @ Wednesday, November 14, 2012

After about three month,at last i have time to blog again.Time pass very fast,happy time pass faster than sad thing.Why there is always more sad thing than happy thing.Life cannot be just simple.A lot of my IKEA friend quit and left .I really sad about christopher.I also do not what to said.After a day of cry,I think i too stupid to believe to what other said.They lie to me,i still believe that truth.I tell people abt i cry,they go rephrase my sentence anyhow until i do not what happening now.I'm sad cause he tell me that he come find us,ya he did,but he do not that i overheard he and samatha call conversation.He come is also to find them.Samatha ask him to stand at home decor,he really stand there to wait just to write a message.I ask him to write,he said don need i see her everyday.Meeting up to do gift is a tiring thing,so don ask him to meet up to do thing.But samatha ask,he listen.I really nothing to said.Samatha also very funny,everytime different face.I got limit,do not try to go over it.

Written @ Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Today will be my first formal presentation,i feel very scared.I stop wrinting blog for awhile as i was busy with my study and other thing.During cent camp ,i found someone who like me alot but he also the person who hurt me most.I think after i write finish the blog,i will stop liking him.I give him a chance,cause i can see what he had done for me.Sometime i will bad that i treat him not good enough,i did not accept him cause i scared i may lose him one day.He a nice person.I just a normal girl with alot of burden.I need to work and study,I do not have enough time to accompany him.At time,i still like someone,i just cannot forget him,After i found out that he neo my classmate hui min,i knew something happen,but i still believe in him.He knew i got alot of guy friend,but he like to get jeolous over it.This day happen,I ask him thing,he did not reply,i was so worry that something to him.I think he thought i and kok weng together,of course we was not together.On my birthday,that day jason and ryan celebrate my birthday together with me.I did not let him to celebrate for me.In IKEA,i also found one good friend,his name is called christoper.His a nice guy.He has two more friend soon hong and ben.Ben did not like Jason.I was wondering why.It is just because jason is smart.Soon hong is a nice person,they all said his my hubby.It is fake de.

Written @ Tuesday, July 31, 2012